Fall 2009

I'm so scared of what the future has in store for me right about now. I'll be graduating on May 30Th of 2009. BIG STEP. But, then what's next? I DEF. want to go to college, but not just any college. If it's not money, it's academics that are stressing me with narrowing down my choices. I want to pursue a degree in fashion merchandising. There are only two schools that offer that program here in MD. One is a community college and the other is MSU [Morgan State Uni.]. Their not even options that I would consider. Then there's the LIM, FIT, and Columbia College Chicago which are at the TOP of my list. BUT if I don't get financial aid or sufficient loans, what will I do? I really need help. If I can't get out of MD to further my education, I'll be stuck studying the basics Business Marketing. Making my chances slim to none getting a job in the fashion industry. Or I'll just go to cosmetology school [which is an interest but not a career goal]

-side eye-

 UGH. As of now I'm really not looking forward to the Fall 2009 season. God help me ! ? !